No, I haven’t quit blogging.
The Effexor is totally fucking up my shit, but at least I can sleep now so that’s…something. And I’ve lost 8 pounds in two weeks which seems…weird, but I can’t really drink anymore so it makes some sense, I suppose.
We found an apartment in San Francisco which I LOVE, but it’s going to break us to move. I’m not looking forward to being one of The Poor again but hey, now other people can watch me from their windows and judge. THE TEACHER HAS BECOME THE STUDENT. Or something.
We’re going to have a fireplace, a real one! I’m so excited…or I think I’m excited. The wall of Effexor between me and my emotions is a little disabling, but in a tingly sleepy way. Anyway, I know I should be excited, so I’m going with that. So yes, a fireplace and a washer/dryer and two bedrooms and a private garden for the three tenants in the building and the place is not a modern, bougie loft, so we’ll have indie cred in SF again which is…I mean…thank God, really because having indie cred is the most important thing in the world, right up there with having perfect bangs and the ability to make other people feel small and worthless.
Do I sound as weird as I feel? I miss booze.
More tomorrow, I’m getting back into the swing of things. Sorry I haven’t answered all of your questions. I will. Just as soon as I take this nap.




6 comments
8lbs in 2 weeks sounds like water. who knew pickling yourself in ethanol would make you retain it?
I love your new apartment.
Maybe it is the lack of booze that is making you tingly sleepy and not the Effexor. What does sobriety feel like again? Wasn’t it tingly sleepy or something?
Anyways, you’re so awesome that you bring indie cred with you. I bet the other tenants are thinking, “Thanks be to bajeebus! Now this building will have some indie cred!”
Fireplace! Perfect for snuggling on a foggy SF day. Also, perfect for destroying evidence and memories on paper.
Do I sound as weird as I feel?
….the answer is yes.
happy napping.
Effexor did the same thing to me.
So what if you’re floaty and weird, you’re THIN!
Small price to pay…
Mine mood-altering meds make me feel like I have to be working on SOMETHING all the time. So I take, um, other mood altering substances to feel floaty. My life is perfectly balanced.
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